i lied...

i let you excuse me
of

having any taste

sometimes you have to wallow in your own shit
before you realize
what you are now
is shit
you are what you produce


there's only two types of
expression (art music creation etc.)

good
and
bad

everything
 in between
doesn't matter
if it doesn't
last


if it doesn't hold
if it doesn't stay
true
or inside your heart or brain
somewhere
and make you
feel something
then it doesn't fucking matter

lie witness news at Coachella - hahaha super funny

this is ridiculous and hilarious .... stop trying to be cool kids and start being nerdy... at least you'll know what the fuck you're talking about-
you don't have to lie to kick it

Let it bleed, watch it burn, move on

Hanging on my wall

Is a picture

Of a painting

I did

When we first met. 

I saw it today

In a different way

And I cried 

After when I was done crying 

I took the picture off my wall 

And set it on fire 

Along with a few other reminders 

Of something I don't need to remember anymore 

It's gone now

Just like you. 

Shortly after I painted something new for someone else. 

It's now haging on my wall ;)

 

tomorrow never comes until it's too late

green painted paper lanterns
a dark stale smoke filled room
sounds of noise through music
and music through noise
muffled through the doors
and walls
and coverings
but it still comes through
will i come through
this hell i'm in
my heart hurts
the child
the adult
the soul
hurts
beyond body
and skin
and flesh and bone
tonight i sing my songs again
i play the game
and pretend
i'm sick of pretending
there's no use in pretending
anymore
i am done
the past won't feel me
cause it doesn't exist anymore
and along with that
i go

killed it

if someone says they miss you
be happy that they do

the last night of me-

put yourself out there
you will learn better
one of these days when
you've been chewed up and spit out
so many times
you're not even solid aymore
and love
ha
loving the wrong people is all you seem to do
until you those wrong people
have brought out everything
that ever made you break
as a child
but you're an adult now
and when you break
you shatter
into dust

when all the people you loved so much
find their way
they will have already killed you
you will be gone
and dead
and it won't matter to you
you were the sacrafice
you were the lesson
you were not made for this world
so
close your eyes
it's time to let your body
and everything else
go

To the heart that's breaking

Don't break over something you know isn't worth it
Not when you know
The minute you let go
Is the minute you feel
The love that surrounds you

Stop
And see
Feel
It and
Let go
Don't look back
Or hold on
Get out from where you are
Right now
And drive
To wherever
Feels good

That feeling you have
Right now
Is change
You know
Now
There is no reason or desire
To ever return to something
You no longer have
In your heart
You are now
Where you were meant to be
And that
Is
The greatest movement one can make

Yesterday will run around in circles
and continue the rat race loop forever even without you