tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-365121992024-02-06T19:32:25.382-08:00-burning of the midnight lamp- the owl of minervathis is a record of moments in time. this day will never happen again. this is to document its passing. self-constructing, self destructing works of art.bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.comBlogger338125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-75158328746853660902020-08-06T15:42:00.005-07:002020-08-06T15:42:44.785-07:00<p> so I'm using this site again for a post or two.</p><p><br /></p><p>critical self </p><p>stop thinking </p><p>stop drinking </p><p>and sinking </p><p>into doubt</p><p>I let it go here</p><p>there</p><p>and everywhere about</p><p>who am I?</p><p>I'm not who I've been told </p><p>I'm not who others want me to be</p><p>I'm not what you see</p><p>I'm not anything like me</p><p>but I am</p><p><br /></p>bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-13751474061171342892018-06-11T22:26:00.001-07:002018-06-11T22:26:44.561-07:00Go hereĀ <p>My new blog <p></p></p><p><a href="http://www.skinlovesfever.com">skin loves fever</a><br></p>bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-66106130641821866742015-07-19T02:52:00.000-07:002015-07-19T02:52:04.924-07:00child<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
hey child<br />
it's time to say goodbye<br />
to all that was<br />
that is no longer<br />
to all that's gone away<br />
while the rest of has grown<br />
a child you stay<br />
you're much too old to stay this way<br />
<br />
you can fight and fight<br />
yourself and with time<br />
but it's a fight you'll never win<br />
and the more you fight<br />
the less you begin<br />
to live a happy life<br />
it's wearing you thin<br />
<br />
wearing you down<br />
beating you up<br />
taking all that you got<br />
out for the kill<br />
down with a shot<br />
trying to hold on to something you're not<br />
anymore<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-65290867175868029492013-09-26T23:49:00.001-07:002013-09-26T23:49:43.946-07:00He told me "go write kyokie"<p dir="ltr">I am much to handle<br>
When I need to bee handled<br>
I am much to take in<br>
But it's only cause you want to take me in<br>
I'm a lot of things<br>
That you can't understand right now<br>
More like don't want to<br>
But I love<br>
And I love you <br>
And you can have that also you in the face<br>
Trip you up<br>
Fuck up your world<br>
But I need you to not ignore that<br>
Cause<br>
You're ignoring me<br>
And you<br>
And you know it<br>
</p>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-13062529671287440482013-09-17T07:28:00.002-07:002013-09-17T07:28:37.594-07:00cleansing<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
old love<br />
dead love<br />
you don't care<br />
how you are<br />
or how you make me feel<br />
you go out of your way<br />
you say<br />
the things that you can't ever take back<br />
you go out of your way<br />
to stay<br />
as far away from me as you want<br />
i do not want you<br />
i do not care about you cause you are not my friend<br />
or my love(r)<br />
anymore<br />
you don't even try to make it good or better<br />
you allow things to go to shit<br />
and you never show me love<br />
to back up the meaningless words you say<br />
- and i'm not mean<br />
i'm honest<br />
and calling you out on your bullshit<br />
bullshit that falls from your mouth<br />
like nothing<br />
without thought or care or love<br />
---<br />
i'm angry cause you're such a disappointment<br />
and i'm upset cause you wasted my time heart, love and care<br />
if i knew you were a shitty person<br />
and a shitty friend<br />
i wouldn't have let you in to begin with<br />
cause why should i care about you when you act the way you do to me<br />
the hard part was holding on to something you are not now<br />
the past you doesn't matter when the present you is shitty<br />
<br />
i've been living life thinking that i loved you<br />
but i don't love you now<br />
and the new<br />
is so much better<br />
than any life involving you<br />
<br />
there won't be any effort<br />
to keep you around<br />
cause i don't want to keep something that's just bad news.<br />
no matter what you say<br />
now or down the road<br />
it doesn't matter anymore...<br />
cause you don't matter anymore<br />
the only reason i'm writing this is<br />
for me<br />
to dump<br />
to let out<br />
and let go<br />
of anything having to do with you<br />
i've let you weigh me down for much too long now<br />
you are not going to change<br />
you will never be any better<br />
you will never be good for me or to me<br />
who i thought you were and who i loved is not who you are now<br />
you are not someone i want to love<br />
you are gone<br />
the idea of you is not you<br />
<br />
it's a new day<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-82825173016532566912013-08-26T16:50:00.001-07:002013-08-26T16:50:06.480-07:00It's better to burn out than fade away<p dir="ltr">I wish I could go back<br>
But<br>
At least<br>
We can wipe the slate clean<br>
And remember<br>
This<br>
Next time</p>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-9991602379223368592013-07-30T03:29:00.001-07:002013-07-30T03:29:28.949-07:00No one knows<p dir="ltr">Unwanted<br>
Lonely<br>
Rejected<br>
Judged<br>
Not fitting in<br>
Not belonging<br>
I see the things I have<br>
I love so much<br>
But<br>
Everything else <br>
Is too much<br>
Always been too much<br>
I don't know what to do <br>
I never did<br>
And the less I know now<br>
And the less you care<br>
Who cares<br>
Who really cares<br>
I guess I did<br>
But I know when it's time<br>
For me to leave<br>
This was not meant for someone like me<br><br></p>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-57655455035458407692013-07-10T10:08:00.001-07:002013-07-10T11:52:51.199-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<b>with a machete
</b><br />
<b>
Escape is impossible.
</b><br />
<b>
Fear has a new name</b></div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-36550995109394024572013-07-07T23:58:00.001-07:002013-07-07T23:58:44.838-07:00This is not the end even though it is the end of this<p dir="ltr">A flash<br>
Light<br>
Black <br>
White out<br>
Wipe it clean<br>
Wash it away<br>
Make like it was never there<br>
But underneath new skin<br>
And new life<br>
Is old soul<br>
And old tracks<br></p>
<p dir="ltr">I'll come again<br>
In stone other place</p>
<p dir="ltr">With a <b>different</b> form<br>
Again</p>
<p dir="ltr">And a different face<br>
I transcend <br>
<u>Again</u><br>
At every end<br><br><br><br></p>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-66784697652777341672013-07-07T05:34:00.001-07:002013-07-07T05:34:40.953-07:00One two three four <p dir="ltr">My words fall far below the ground you stomp on<br>
That is me<br>
I see no reason to carry on<br>
I see no reason to feel anything good<br>
There is no love in my heart when it comes to you<br>
I've been removed<br>
Replaced<br>
Reduced<br>
You have made it clear<br>
That I do not matter<br>
I do not deserve a reply<br>
You only respond when it suits you<br>
Acting  like I revolve around you<br>
Well I tried and now<br>
I retire<br>
You treat everyone else better<br>
Than the way I can't even remember<br>
But you'll remember this<br>
And learn<br>
When me and yesterday <br>
Will never return <br>
Not <br>
Ever<br>
Not again<br>
Not next time<br>
Not for you<br>
No </p>
<p dir="ltr">The things that don't kill you make you stronger<br>
And The things that kill you <br><br><br></p>
<p dir="ltr"> <br><br></p>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-73265352892252268592013-06-28T23:05:00.002-07:002013-06-28T23:05:18.674-07:00Drive - The Cars<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Who's gonna tell you when, <br />It's too late, <br />Who's gonna tell you things, <br />Aren't so great. <br /><br />You can't go on, thinkin', <br />Nothings' wrong, but bye, <br />Who's gonna drive you home, <br />Tonight.? <br /><br />Who's gonna pick you up, <br />When You fall? <br />Who's gonna hang it up, <br />When you call? <br /><br />Who's gonna pay attention, <br />To your dreams? <br />And who's gonna plug their ears, <br />When you scream? <br /><br />You can't go on, thinkin' <br />Nothings wrong, but bye, <br />(who's gonna drive you) <br />(who's gonna drive you) <br />Who's gonna drive you home, tonight? <br />(who's gonna drive you home) <br /><br />(bye baby) <br />(bye baby) <br />(bye baby) <br />(bye baby) <br /><br />Who's gonna hold you down, <br />When you shake? <br />Who's gonna come around, <br />When you break? <br /><br />You can't go on, thinkin', <br />Nothin's wrong, but bye, <br />(Who's gonna drive you) <br />(who's gonna drive you) <br />Who's gonna drive you home, tonight? <br />(who's gonna drive you home) <br /><br />Oh, you know you can't go on, thinkin', <br />Nothin's wrong, <br />(Who's gonna drive you) <br />(Who's gonna drive you home) <br />Who's gonna drive you home, tonight? <br /><br />(bye baby) <br />(bye baby) <br />(bye baby)</div>
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bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-53372268122362573562013-06-13T15:49:00.002-07:002013-07-11T21:53:44.818-07:00take your dirty hands off my mirror<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
sun shines<br />
summer comes<br />
again<br />
it's been 3 years<br />
and i don't feel a thing<br />
like i should<br />
like i could<br />
take that thought<br />
out of mind<br />
and then we will all be fine<br />
some day<br />
some day<br />
they say <br />
after this<br />
we will be fine<br />
again<br />
<br />
when we return<br />
the sun sets<br />
and day is done<br />
like the body<br />
of everyone<br />
like the sun <br />
will someday die<br />
but you and i <br />
and the moon <br />
are never alone <br />
are forever alive<br />
<br />
going home<br />
going home<br />
we will know <br />
when we get home<br />
<br />
</div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-7731096137906387232013-06-12T01:55:00.001-07:002013-06-12T01:55:15.728-07:00all i need<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
the things that i love<br />
are here<br />
and everything else<br />
is either unknown <br />
and about to happen<br />
or not for me<br />
not right now at least<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-31454803324677425742013-06-11T12:54:00.000-07:002013-06-11T12:54:19.227-07:00kyoko in motion lol<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div id="songnames">
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />
Sick Of The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Guess Who Taught Me About Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Under The Sheets</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Is For Everyone</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Exploring Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Game Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Putting An End To Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Talked Me Out Of It</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Is Better Than Sex</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Implosion</span></span></div>
<div id="songnames">
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Facing Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Will Bring Us Together</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
The New Face Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Recovering From Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Strange Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Foxy Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Is A Girl Called Wednesday</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko On The Mind</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Party</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
The Beauty Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
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<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Broken Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Suped Up Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Unstoppable Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Introvert Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Supernatural Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
My Wooden Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
100mph Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
So Much For The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Bright Kyoko</span></span></div>
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<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Jealous Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Rampant Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Detox</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Is My Middle Name</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
War Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Days</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Staring At All This Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Has No Answers</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Hits You Hard</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko On A Stick</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Taming The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Game Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Freezing Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Running Out Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko From Heaven</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Phony Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko In A Frame</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Sick Of The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko All Over The Floor</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko, Kyoko, Gimme The Kyoko!</span></span></div>
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> </span></span><div id="songnames">
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Plans</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Compliments</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Visions</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Strength</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Faults</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
A Strange Kinda Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Emotions</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Thunder</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Choices</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Chores</span></span></div>
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<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko From Top To Bottom</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Violence</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Techniques</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Lightning</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Fashion</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Promises</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Distractions</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Ideas</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Everything Is Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Too Kyoko To Think</span></span></div>
</div>
<div class="res">
<br /></div>
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<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
The War On Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko On My Mind</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
New York Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
A Flash Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Remembering Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Nothing To Do With Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Unforgettable Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Unforgettable Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Suck My Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Blizzard Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
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<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Green Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Stray Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Broken Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Violent Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Sick Of The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Nature Of The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
My Wooden Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Day Of The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
1 Less Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Transparent Kyoko</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Let There Be Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Will Turn You Around</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko On The Floor</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
One Night Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Safari</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Fake Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Taken For Granted</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Light Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Looking Down On Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
There's Nothing Like Kyoko</span></span></div>
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<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
We Don't Need No Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Unleashed</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Rounding Up The Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Instant Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Like This</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Little Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Careless Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Infinite Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Game Of Kyoko</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko On Ice</span></span></div>
</div>
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> </span></span><div id="songnames">
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Gestures</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Frowns</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Bombs</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Warmth</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Bargains</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Powers</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Heat</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Talent</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Politeness</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
Kyoko Adventures<br /><br />kyoko on no!</span></span></div>
<div class="res">
<br /></div>
</div>
</div>
<div id="songnames">
<span style="color: #45818e;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> </span></span></div>
</div>
<div class="res">
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</div>
</div>
</div>
<div class="res">
</div>
</div>
</div>
</div>
</div>
</div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-90655744631109718042013-06-11T01:51:00.000-07:002013-06-11T01:51:17.567-07:00hydrogen carbon and rust<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div class="poemline">
soup hydrogen soup carbon </div>
<div class="poemline">
truths scratched from the dirt </div>
<div class="poemline">
rusting trucks </div>
<div class="poemline">
die with years<br />in dry grass below </div>
<div class="poemline">
and with vultures above </div>
<div class="poemline">
in waiting </div>
<div class="poemline">
hungry like the old</div>
<div class="poemline">
hungry like the forgotten <br />waiting in line </div>
<div class="poemline">
for the dead</div>
<div class="poemline">
<div class="poemline">
to come</div>
<div class="poemline">
waiting </div>
<div class="poemline">
like we wait </div>
<div class="poemline">
to die</div>
<div class="poemline">
</div>
</div>
</div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-27848757801887547442013-06-10T22:47:00.002-07:002013-06-10T22:47:53.349-07:00orange big muff juice<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
the End <br />end <br />end <br />and everyone is waiting here for you <br />you<br />you<br />fight a fight that never ends<br />and <br />Me,<br /> I've said enough<br /> and the<br />
One who bleeds out<br />is the one <br />I reach for <br />I reach For you in<br /> i want to kiss your venom stained mouth<br />did you ever<br />
Realize <br />the life I see <br />is your Face <br />is a sin <br />the truth lies there<br />
Now who's there with me now <br /> when all we want<br />
Is what's real <br />until it's everything I had<br />i have no more<br />
It's not like this <br />just like this <br />just like<br />the end<br />the end<br />end <br />end<br />just like You<br /> do you<br /> want <br />I just want<br />it to shut up<br />blisters on <br />So pissed off <br />you're not alone <br />here <br />not At all <br />you would rather feel<br />pain than nothing <br />at all<br />walking with a blistered soul<br />i can't wash away those years <br />just walking around I hear<br />
You talk about your life <br />I wish that was my own<br />I try to get in<br />but i'm Passed over looked over <br />never <br />nothing<br />no<br />not nobody<br />no<br />No<br />NO<br />I won't<br /> let them make you sorry<br />
a stranger strange <br />is who i am <br />i am everything i hide<br />everything i am <br />is a lie<br />from all the<br />
Way<br /> today <br />just fell apart like <br />everything<br />and nothing<br />right<br />it's me<br />who never gives up<br />the never ending fight <br />against myself<br />i am my own bad<br />all in my head<br />and i will turn <br />my own back on me<br />you fight to be you<br />and i fight to hide what is me<br />But it's too little, too far to throw<br /> it all away<br />away<br />far away<br />maybe some other day<br />you can have<br />you can use<br />if you want<br />if you need<br />
if you wish<br />to find <br />me <br /><br /></div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-61727841497953221882013-06-10T22:07:00.000-07:002013-06-10T22:07:33.065-07:00the mess we are<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Face and I said wrong<br />
you comfortable liar you're such<br />
A comfortable liar<br />
you're such a mess<br />
Why would I wanna be like you<br />
I cannot<br />
Control<br />the mess we are<br />
we are in,<br />
if I<br />
what if i<br />
What if<br />
what if<br />
what you want<br />
i want you to<br />
See I'm not the only one who<br />
Would carry on<br />
this<br /> is how<br />
it's going to be<br />
The one maybe<br />
I'm the one who<br />
Would carry on <br />this<br /> far away<br /> in my way<br />
You're wrong <br />if you feel <br />any magic to<br />
back off<br />back down <br />I always clean your fucking mess and<br /> Leave no trace <br />no evidence <br />I am letting<br />
You know <br />you stand reborn <br />before us all <br />so glad<br />
To see you <br />again <br />I would die, to mold<br />
it new<br />and i am now caught up in<br />this hell <br />so don't fake<br />it<br />This is <br />don't remember, <br />i remember when this was <br />my<br />
Life<br /> caught in the rewind<br />caught in the capture <br />of ridicule <br />i'm the fool <br />to everyone <br />I'm<br />
Tired of paying <br />and playing<br />a game <br />that will end always the same<br />
Silence <br />just gets in <br />from the back<br />from the fold<br />the oldest story ever told<br />Burn like the way <br />I'm wired <br />so could you maybe<br />
Lend a hand <br />to help a drowning man<br />whose eyes of better<br />got stuck in clouds<br />
Feelings all right <br />but not right now<br />not this time<br />
It's over it's over, this is<br />
How, you, steered it<br /> as bad<br />as you feared it<br />as bad as <br />you always wanted it to be<br />
and I need is serenity<br />
I don't need you<br /> I Stumble then I crawl <br />with you around <br />you could be<br />the death of me<br />
Just like you <br />do it all for You<br /> you know this world is not for me<br />and I don't feel <br />everything's alright<br /> but she was always<br /> better at this game than me ...</div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-39149971345366416322013-06-10T16:46:00.003-07:002013-06-10T16:46:59.491-07:00i lied... <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
i let you excuse me<br />
of<br />
<br />
having any taste<br />
<br />
sometimes you have to wallow in your own shit<br />
before you realize<br />
what you are now<br />
is shit<br />
you are what you produce<br />
<br />
<br />
there's only two types of <br />expression (art music creation etc.)<br />
<br />
good<br />
and<br />
bad<br />
<br />
everything<br />
in between<br />
doesn't matter<br />if it doesn't<br />
last<br />
<br />
<br />
if it doesn't hold<br />
if it doesn't stay<br />
true<br />
or inside your heart or brain<br />
somewhere<br />
and make you<br />
feel something<br />
then it doesn't fucking matter</div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-58083883946465905232013-05-20T18:59:00.000-07:002013-05-20T18:59:28.191-07:00lie witness news at Coachella - hahaha super funny<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
this is ridiculous and hilarious .... stop trying to be cool kids and start being nerdy... at least you'll know what the fuck you're talking about- <br />
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bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-46032275359771740882013-05-14T00:31:00.001-07:002013-05-14T00:31:49.433-07:00Let it bleed, watch it burn, move onHanging on my wall<div>Is a picture</div><div>Of a painting</div><div>I did</div><div>When we first met. </div><div>I saw it today</div><div>In a different way</div><div>And I cried </div><div>After when I was done crying </div><div>I took the picture off my wall </div><div>And set it on fire </div><div>Along with a few other reminders </div><div>Of something I don't need to remember anymore </div><div>It's gone now</div><div>Just like you. </div><div><br></div><div>Shortly after I painted something new for someone else. </div><div><br></div><div>It's now haging on my wall ;)</div><div> </div><div><br></div>bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-46579083887353163112013-05-11T00:10:00.000-07:002013-05-11T00:10:11.278-07:00tomorrow never comes until it's too late <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
green painted paper lanterns<br />
a dark stale smoke filled room<br />
sounds of noise through music <br />
and music through noise<br />
muffled through the doors<br />
and walls<br />
and coverings<br />
but it still comes through<br />
will i come through<br />
this hell i'm in<br />
my heart hurts<br />
the child<br />
the adult<br />
the soul<br />
hurts<br />
beyond body<br />
and skin<br />
and flesh and bone<br />
tonight i sing my songs again<br />
i play the game<br />
and pretend<br />
i'm sick of pretending<br />
there's no use in pretending<br />
anymore<br />
i am done<br />
the past won't feel me<br />
cause it doesn't exist anymore<br />
and along with that<br />
i go<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-56874379791316987622013-04-30T00:10:00.001-07:002013-04-30T00:10:04.863-07:00killed it<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
if someone says they miss you<br />
be happy that they do<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-69916202036261001572013-04-27T05:00:00.000-07:002013-04-27T05:00:04.401-07:00the last night of me- <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
put yourself out there<br />
you will learn better<br />
one of these days when<br />
you've been chewed up and spit out<br />
so many times<br />
you're not even solid aymore<br />
and love<br />
ha<br />
loving the wrong people is all you seem to do<br />
until you those wrong people<br />
have brought out everything<br />
that ever made you break<br />
as a child<br />
but you're an adult now<br />
and when you break<br />
you shatter<br />
into dust<br />
<br />
when all the people you loved so much<br />
find their way<br />
they will have already killed you<br />
you will be gone<br />
and dead<br />
and it won't matter to you<br />
you were the sacrafice<br />
you were the lesson<br />
you were not made for this world<br />
so<br />
close your eyes<br />
it's time to let your body<br />
and everything else<br />
go</div>
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-39563403456950477972013-04-19T02:20:00.001-07:002013-04-19T02:20:52.963-07:00To the heart that's breakingDon't break over something you know isn't worth it<br />
Not when you know<br />
The minute you let go <br />
Is the minute you feel<br />
The love that surrounds you <br />
<br />
Stop<br />
And see<br />
Feel <br />
It and <br />
Let go<br />
Don't look back <br />
Or hold on <br />
Get out from where you are<br />
Right now<br />
And drive<br />
To wherever <br />
Feels good <br />
<br />
That feeling you have<br />
Right now<br />
Is change <br />
You know<br />
Now <br />
There is no reason or desire <br />
To ever return to something <br />
You no longer have <br />
In your heart <br />
You are now <br />
Where you were meant to be<br />
And that <br />
Is <br />
The greatest movement one can make <br />
<br />
Yesterday will run around in circles <br />
and continue the rat race loop forever even without you<br />
<br />
bsidejunkiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10380138206149813217noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36512199.post-19328533657333059382013-04-18T16:15:00.000-07:002013-04-18T16:15:09.619-07:00i bruise me easily with grace <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
throw the next gesture<br />
chant by night<br />
for our new messy dream<br />
brush above pencil figures<br />
laugh at me and my monkey impression<br />
pop goes my pop up ballet<br />
an original masterpiece<br />
of glorious flame<br />
colored in wild blue<br />
covered me in mad<br />
drips of color covered glow<br />
you can light or shadow<br />
blend or blur<br />
take or make the fold<br />
it's all up to you<br />
you chooooose<br />
me or ooze me<br />
all over city street<br />
and concrete static<br />
use me with each passing face<br />
jumping beds and bones<br />
lose me somewhere without a trace<br />
between the sheets<br />
of strangers<br />
i<br />
bruise me<br />
easily<br />
with grace<br />
refrain<br />
recall<br />
it means everything and nothing at all<br />
recline to form<br />
use me down to nothing<br />
as i build to pieces<br />
not built to last<br />
i rewind in movement<br />
double fast<br />
you move right through me<br />
with you mind<br />
and print me out in copies<br />
with your call<br />
paint me open<br />
and pour me<br />
in nothing<br />
shut out nothing but <br />
the absolute feel<br />
made to steal<br />
made for show <br />
package me up<br />
nice and pretty<br />
finish me off with a bow<br />
i am flesh candy<br />
frantic and absurd<br />
almost never together with you<br />
fly me off to my next<br />
dream<br />
amuse me less<br />
but my monkey much more</div>
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