3 of us to take away the blues

2 guys 1 girl and naked yoga.
Does that get your attention ?
A temporary relief
For a permanent disease
Heartbreak at its finest
I hate goodbyes
Especially saying goodbye to someone I love(d)
But
I had no choice
You left me with no other choice
But goodbye
We all mourn in different ways
A temporary relief
To a permanent disease.

Karma Is Your Bitch…. – The Incredible Bitch

Karma Is Your Bitch…. – The Incredible Bitch

wish you were beer -

you stammer on
and makes an excuse
that runs into a run on
into
another excuse
turned excuses
piled on
and on top of
more excuses
"excuse me for
being the asshole i am" you recite
"excuse me for not giving a shit
cause i felt sick or woke up grumpy or got drunk blah blah ya di da di dahhhh"
---- his yack is always the same stupid back
and i don't really care
i don't give a shit anymore 
drop it
leave it
kick it
trash it
dump it
and walk on by
you're done
i'm gone
it's dead
moving on 
go with
someone
better
instead
of
you
you don't even see the stupid you do

you wasted all the tries
you spit out all your lies

and you have no chance to make it back
or get it back again
...
ever again

you're too much
that i don't ever want to deal with

ever again

 

Don't get shit twisted

I trust people who are trustworthy.
I don't trust you.
You don't show me loyalty
You aren't there in good times or bad times.
You play sides and you don't have my back.
I have no reason to trust you when you act untrustworthy.
Trust isn't about what you tell me to my face
trust is about how you act when I'm not around.
Don't wonder why you get treated like less of a person than the rest.
You act like less of a person
And I do not trust you at all.

Now move along.
There's no room for you here with me.

Secret lover

You are
new
And fun
And your kiss
Pours
A taste
Of
sex and sweet
Like candy
And rum
And wild desire
Your touch
And tongue
Sets my soul on fire

But you are someone who is close to
My last love
The one who broke my heart
The one who spent many years
Keeping us apart
If he only knew
The truth about Me and you
And who
You are
And what you mean to me now

too late for goodbyes

you dropped me back off at my house right now
5:30 am
time of death
or time of birth?
we spent our last night together
our last few hours
ha it's funny how sad that sounds now
when i look at it in writing 
it makes me even more sad to see it there
and know that it's really over

my love for you isn't gone yet
that will take far more time
than i'd like to admit
and much more time
than i would like for it to
but we all mourn the way we do

i loved you so much more
than i wanted to
maybe more than you
looking up at my wall
to the record clock you made
for me
and the song
"too late for goodbyes"
it hits my heart
makes my insides hurt and yearn and love
and i burn for you
the way we were
back then
i wish we could live that time again
but
i don't think you were ever ready for me
i waited for you but you never came around
 but if i could go back
to the beginning
when we first fell in love
when we first began
and do it all over again
i would
in a hearbeat
i would

but now
it's not too late
for goodbyes

goodbye love...


 

It's the end of the world as we know it

Unclenched fist
Cut The strings
Of (k)nots
Between
You kept a hold on
To keep me on a string

To dangle
stringing along
You were wrong
Tied up and tangled
Hung up and strangled
I was put down
Pulled in
pushed away
All
around
And left somewhere
In the mess
That is you
Sit
Stand
Lay
Stay
Come
go
No
No sorry
No sorries 
You might
Be sorry

But how do you really know
what it is to be sorry
Now
When you were never sorry then

I
Break it off 

And
Bleed it out 

And
Let it go

 don't ever look back
All that's back there
Is  old
And nowhere
A waste of time 

I'd rather waste 

Somewhere else


I dropped you 
Off some deserted road

Some Far away place
Nowhere near my heart
Nowhere to be found.
At the end of the road

At the end of my rope 

Without a sound

;)

And I feel fine