earth shakes

that earthquake
tonight
was telling me
 and everyone  else
that all that shit
we hold onto and hang on to
LET IT GO
all that shit and all those people
IT don't mean a thing
if it's not in the here and now
it doesn't mean a god damn thing
sometimes mother nature has to shake things up
in order to wake things up

i'm alone
but not for long
i think i've been alone long enough

this is the end of the beginning
and the beginning of the end
and so on and so forth

i'm not waiting around for anything
or anyone anymore

Swan song

I step outside
To take it all in
This is the only good that i know right now
Air
And sky
And the night
And the moon and stars
I will leave with the good memories I have
Even though they are far from my life now
You cared about finding me guilty
More than you cared about me
I'm just the girl
You didn't really love
You lusted after
And that's all you have left me with
The emptiness of your absence and the worthlessness from your words.
If you knew how bad I felt you might have done things a little different
But you didn't
And this isn't about you anymore
This is about the beauty of
goodbye
The grace in the last moment
I am here.
Sometimes you get so alone that it just makes sense
Thank you Bukowski
I will miss you the most

being alone never felt so alone

I need a fix cause I'm going down

Bust my balls
Take a swing
Pour that rain down some on rain some more
Kick me when I'm down
And then kick me again
Salt the wound
And when I think I've had enough
Do it all over again
Then Do it some more
I can deal with a lot but
So help me "god"
I can't deal with it tonight
Or right now
Muscle relaxers to calm the nerves
Muscles relaxers for the soul
Take me out of this
Or I need to take myself out
Go ahead and look down on me
Cause its easier than looking down on yourself
But We all are in the same kind of boat
We all deal in the unhealthy ways we do
I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.
goo goo goo joob
Leave it alone
Kyoko
Leave it all alone
For good 

A Shift in Consciousness

A Shift in Consciousness:

It's not that hard.

From Adbusters Blog

The status quo has us at each other’s throats. Mainstream economics sees this as the social ideal. More for you is less for me. Antagonism keeps the cash flowing. Maximize each moment lest someone else gain the market advantage on you. This sounds miserable, and it is, and yet it remains the system that most of us live every day. It’s time for a new model. Occupy economics reaches to a much more historical and spiritual precept. An idea rooted in the concept of love and cooperation: that more for you is more for me. Author of Sacred Economics, Charles Eisenstein, explains Occupy’s new logic of the heart.

Stream Sacred Economics short film in its entirety on March 1.

The Spiritual Crisis of Capitalism | Adbusters Culturejammer Headquarters

The Spiritual Crisis of Capitalism | Adbusters Culturejammer Headquarters

time has come today- by the chambers brothers

Time has come today
Young hearts can go their way
Can't put it off another day
I don't care what others say
They say we don't listen anyway
Time has come today
(Hey)

Oh
The rules have changed today (Hey)
I have no place to stay (Hey)
I'm thinking about the subway (Hey)
My love has flown away (Hey)
My tears have come and gone (Hey)
Oh my Lord, I have to roam (Hey)
I have no home (Hey)
I have no home (Hey)

Now the time has come (Time)
There's no place to run (Time)
I might get burned up by the sun (Time)
But I had my fun (Time)
I've been loved and put aside (Time)
I've been crushed by the tumbling tide (Time)
And my soul has been psychedelicized (Time)

(Time)
Now the time has come (Time)
There are things to realize (Time)
Time has come today (Time)
Time has come today (Time)

Time

Oh
Now the time has come (Time)
There's no place to run (Time)
I might get burned up by the sun (Time)
But I had my fun (Time)
I've been loved and put aside (Time)
I've been crushed by tumbling tide (Time)
And my soul has been psychedelicized (Time)

(Time)
Now the time has come (Time)
There are things to realize (Time)
Time has come today (Time)
Time has come today (Time)

Time
Yeah