box # 2 will have to do - the serial ways of my ex

the people you know and the people who know you
most have reason to hate you
the few who forgive what you do
and the one or two who don't care
the three boxes you put people in

note to his current fuck (of the week? of the day? ha):
no matter how special he seems
no matter how special he seems to make you feel
you are not special and sooner or later you will end up in one of the three boxed listed above. whether you like it or not- whether you want it or not. it is not up to you. you have no say in this. you will be put inside one of his boxes just like all the rest. be prepared for it. get use to it now. or don't believe me and find out for yourself when it's already too late.

        

 

  

i have a funny way of haunting you in the later years

so go ahead and use me
or try to anyways
treat me like i'm a disposable fuck
have me over
then kick me out
say i talk to much
you talk to much too
it will only hurt me for a second
but i know how it always works
i leave it alone
i'm good at leaving it
alone
and they always call me years later
going through it
or whatever
and wish they had done something a little different
maybe treated me kind
something of the sort
but i don't care
i'm three steps ahead
and so far from you
you can only remember
the touch of my skin

arouse me...

Passion
pas⋅sion [pash-uhn]
–noun
1. any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate.
2. strong amorous feeling or desire; love; ardor.
3. strong sexual desire; lust.
Mystery
mys·ter·y [mis-tuh-ree, -tree]
-noun
1. One that is not fully understood or that baffles or eludes the understanding; an enigma
2. One whose identity is unknown and who arouses curiosity
3. A mysterious character or quality
Intrigue
in⋅trigue [in-treeg]
-verb
1. to arouse the curiosity or interest of by unusual, new, or otherwise fascinating or compelling qualities; appeal strongly to; captivate: The plan intrigues me, but I wonder if it will work.
2. to achieve or earn by appealing to another’s curiosity, fancy, or interest: to intrigue one’s way into another’s notice.
3. to entangle

this is the end

i can see that this time there is no return
and everything that ever was
is leaving
is far gone
is just a stranger
like before

you won't see me any more
and i won't see you
and i'm glad-
cause i wasn't me
anymore
with you

one step ahead

well i'm five -
sometimes ahead sometimes behind
;)
took a break from making art to post this
i just might delete it by the time the morning comes (and that means sunshine)
okay back to art
back to ignoring my phone and friends
 and cats :(
(sad face is for the cats part)

at least I got art... what about you ?

art turns me on. more than you do.

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