cllllLINGGGGER

and i'm quite a bit of what you wish i could never be.
we have different definitions to
the same words
different feelings about the same thing
i can feel your heavy
drop
and
fall
of dark cloud of shit
drop and fall over me
you make the moves
and you
try
so very hard
to bring me down
you think
you got hold
of me
spend the last of what
you don't even have
you past being
spent
what was left of you
a long time ago
if you only turned around
you could have turned around
at the last turn
that turned the corner
what is now
a long time ago
you could have freed yourself
from yourself
you could have been without
your own
 static
cling
 you ring around
your own fat neck
now you can't shake
what sticks to you
and your stuck with
something you can't even swallow
how do you like the choke?
how do you like choking yourself?
???

don't let the shit people bring you down

deal with the shit heads
head on you're a part of what makes the scene
and whether you like it or not
you are a part of the party
you are a part of the group
don't think you have some kind of control over those people
cause in the waiting room
in the waiting line
they creep in
they suck you dry
they are leeches
and it shakes your head
rattles your walls
-
some people are stronger
most people just look strong in the line of fire
what's funny is that those people aren't really strong
they just don't care
they don't think about what is good and what is toxic
they like the party
they like the attention
and for a time being they feed off it.
they eat that shit up
- but