sometimes it gets so lonely

sometimes it gets so lonely
i think
i
could
very well
disappear
but then that would be
too easy
and
too comforting
---
maybe tonight
i needed you
more
than
you
know
-
maybe more than you're willing to give
and if it's more than you're willing to give
then you
are
NOT
the one for me
right now

at this moment
i could
cry my
insides out
and pour myself all
over the ground
you walk on
and you wouldn't even notice

to be lonely
in a crowded house
 to be selfish
for once
don't fall in love with me
i'll only disappoint