home is where the blah blah blah blah

i can't stay here
this is not
fun
this is not
love
this is not
good
this is like grade school
first day
kind of shit
and people
are hard to
really know
people are hard
to be with
to be around
makes me feel a little sick to my stomach
why do we have to make each other feel
so
small
and unimportant
?????
maybe to make
ourselves feel better
---
the only thing i want
is to feel
like i belong
like i'm at home
and this
is not
that