don't even

don't say the words
don't even tell me that you care
don't say that you love me
don't try to make me believe you
i don't want to hear you  anymore
you're not even there anymore
you're dead to me
the memory isn't even like a memory
i question if there ever was a time we were close
whatever we were or were not does not matter
when your ghost leaves such a bad feel
don't even try to make yourself believe you were the good guy
you tried
you failed
you don't know how much i hate that i wasted myself on someone so far from what