you ugly cunt

go back to where you cam from
go back to your shit town where you came from
and that shit state you ran away from
cause this is not your home.
you can fake it well but there's nothing real about you at all
you are just a shadow of others
you like what they like
you say what they say
you follow what you feel is cool
and makes you different but even still
you follow.
i'm tired of hiding
i'm sick of avoiding everything cause i don't want to hurt any more
i'm fed up with holding back what i really feel
just to not make a scene
you didn't give a shit about respecting my love
or me-
you have the one thing i love more than anything
 and you've always been a bitch underneath that smile
and the layers of makeup caked on your ugly fucked up face
if i see you i will make sure you get what you deserve
i want you to feel the pain that i felt
i want you to hurt
you can count on the fact that i will get you back
i'm not going to play nice ---
ha not anymore
i will see you one of these nights
sooner rather than later
i wanna see how bad ass you really are

some people say ...

today is the day i got over you
i got over trying to make you see what you're not gonna see
i got over trying to hear the words you won't even say
i can't find you when you keep yourself hidden
i would've done anything and everything for you if you let me in
but you only let me in so much - and only sometimes
tonight was the reason
i hung up the phone
hung up the bullshit that i was taking from you
when you want me to care - and you're willing to let me in
i'll be there- if i can
if it's not too late
cause you're not gonna be a priority to me and to my heart anymore if you continue to be the way you've been.
you make it more complicated cause it's a way to avoid working on your real issues.
i hope you get through it -with or without me
but right now i'm gonna work on myself
i'm going to continue my life and be there to those who want me there and those who allow me to be there.
i'm done fighting for you.
i have no desire for you
this is a day i will remember cause i'm over you
for as long as you are the way you are now...
blah
i'm leaving
this broken heart i had behind..

through the land and throught the water - i'm in love with you now go away

your words hang heavy
and repeat in my mind
you gave us a moment
that will burn us forever
in time -  we are skipping
forever in moments
of days left behind
forever we go
round in circles devine


move me in the water
move me in the sand
move me to field
move me to the land
when the light shines on me
far from you is where i'll be


it comes through silence
on city streets i survive
of nights in blue
years from now  
we come alive
forever
we come
alive
in moments we once knew
  forever in wild
we are wild
 inside fire 
my face you see 
alive
forever and
forever you will
 think of me

Who's the coolest person you know?

my step dad is pretty fucking cool

what song changed your life?

love sick

i cannot shake
this
everything i do
everything i write
everywhere i turn
you
are there
and you won't go away
i'm sick
your love has made me sick
i hide behind the walls
inside darkness and memories
driving in my car
behind the walls of me
driving far from everything that reminds me of you
can't you see?
what you've done
what you're doing to me
i try
so hard
i try so so hard
to get rid of you
just to be okay
i try to be okay
but i am sick
in love
love sick from you

Don't Change by INXS

I'm standing here on the ground
The sky above won't fall down
See no evil in all direction
Resolution of happiness
Things have been dark
For too long

Don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me

I found a love I had lost
It was gone for too long
Hear no evil in all directions
Execution of bitterness
Message received loud and clear

Don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me

I'm standing here on the ground
The sky above won't fall down
See no evil in all directions
Resolution of happiness
Things have been dark for too long

Don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me

i know it's nowhere

i tell myself
don’t hang on
there’s nothing left there
when you’re not
and chasing the dragon (s)
all up in smoke
smoked up my head
i imagine something greater than
i think you (we) ever were
running down my soul
and the soles of my shoes
when i will be a fade away someday soon to you
with nothing said
the idea of you was always so much better
inside my head
-kyoko