as stupid as it may sound
or as foolish as it may be
i wish i could go back to the start of us
as immature as it was
we had something between us
that was far beyond the wear of old hearts
and i wish i could go back to that
now
sex gets in the way
you have tuned me out
and any love or care that is real in me- you no longer let yourself see
you do not want to let me in
i see the worst and feel the worst
to come out of you
and the worst i expect you do
and we
have ruined
this together
and both you and i alone
have destroyed us apart
you have come too close to the wild
played me games of a child
you only aim to feed yourself now
you tease the hunger i have in me
i remember just days before
i felt a love for you
that now no longer remains
You write like I did
ReplyDeleteWhen I was younger
And now my Ipad makes my
Lines too hard to fix
Keep drawing it out
Straight from the heart
As you do, I'm transfixed
I have nothing to tell you in terms of hope
Rather that life's years tend to synch up the rope
But fuck it I say, to him
Probably you, and them too
The artist in me tunes in to what I want/need to
And you will too
Again
And again
Again
And
Yes
Where it's bled right out of me
Spilling it jerks me back into line
But from a like minded rhyme
I'm set back
Brought there
To a time right of mind