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And the love that I feel … is so far away

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

and the love that i feel is so far away
Current mood: exhausted

i don't ever want to feel like this again.
ugh....
i just don't know how to be a person
i don't like the feel of my skin
i don't like the sound of my voice
or what comes out.
it's not natural.
it's not really me.
in me there's so much love.
but i don't love myself. i don't know how to love myself.
i hate myself inside.
and i'm slipping again... like before.
i didn't learn a thing.
i'm just so stupid...
i feel so used.
all that i can do is walk away right now.
and stay away
this time for good.

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  1. are you ok???? please let me know....

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