i woke up thinking about this

i do not want you
the way you were friday night
was fucking ridiculous
the way you talk to me
and treat me
-
you have no reason for that kind of behavior

i ACTUALLY DO HAVE ENOUGH REASONS
TO LEAVE YOU
WHEN I SEE THAT YOU ARE TREATING ME THE SAME AS ALWAYS

YOU DON'T SEEM TO COMPREHEND WHAT I'VE SAID TIME AND TIME AGAIN

SO WHEN I SEE YOU DO THE SAME SHIT AFTER I'VE EXPLAINED IT
AND AFTER I'VE TRIED TO COMMUNICATE- I CAN ONLY THINK ONE THING

that you're a fucking idiot
or something
cause no one
has ever been so dense and thick headed to not understand why i'm at the point i'm at.
I'M FED THE FUCK UP OF YOUR GAMES AND STUPIDITY
 i'm fed up with you BEING SUCH A BABY VICTIM SPOILED BRAT
WHO EXPECTS SO GODDAMN MUCH FROM SOMEONE HE DOESN'T EVEN GIVE BACK TO ON ANY DEEPER LEVEL

you really have some nerve to force your way back into my life for the 1,000th time and then act as if i have no reason to be upset when you act the same way I ALREADY TOLD YOU I DIDN'T WANT!!!
WHAT KIND OF FUCKED UP SHIT IS THAT?
what kind of fucked up "human being" are you????
ha
the nerve of you to act like i'm the problem
YOU ARE THE PROBLEM
BY ALLOWING YOURSELF TO BE THIS PERSON THAT I CAN'T EVEN STAND NOW

HONESTLY I DON'T CARE IF YOU JUST DISAPPEARED AND I NEVER SAW YOU AGAIN
for the first time
with all honestly
i can say that
i would be happy
much happier if you didn't even exist anymore

so call me mean (WHEN YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S BEEN MEAN TO ME BY keeping me in this STUPID FUCKED UP RELATIONSHIP by making me have hope that it would be different)
so go ahead and try to guilt trip me all YOU WANT
go on and PRETEND THAT YOU'LL BE BETTER
like you always do
WRITE ME A BUNCH OF LIES promising me HOW MUCH YOU'RE be different and try.
but you never do and blah blah blah
i just dislike you

THE POINT IS- you belong far away from me
and i don't want to be anywhere near -you ever again
-
we don't work
and we never will
and NOW
that is fine by me-


READ THIS VERY CAREFULLY if you still do not understand... 

DO I WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE?????

YES I WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE.... FOR GOOD.
I HAVE NO DOUBT ABOUT IT THIS TIME. I WANT YOU GONE FROM MY LIFE
ONCE AND FOR ALL-

NOW POOF YOU BETTER BE GONE...
i'm so much happier when you are not around

the end
is the end
of the end