steamroller asshole blues

steamroller
controller
can't seem to win
in and out
You scream about
throw my shit
straight at my head
your feelings like to shout
can't be better
can't be myself
can't be myself
and i can't talk
when you come in
pressing in on
and down on me
you already
tell me
how i feel
you tell me how i feel
tell me how do i feel?
you just tell me HOW I FEEL
and never seem to stop
keep on keeping on
with all your
talk talk talk
VERBAL WALK
all over
walk
you take
all over me
i watch what you don't see
and feel what you don't feel
the weight of your crush
and you don't know how i feel
You'll never know how I feel

Piss on u

fuxk

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i wanna fuck the world 

and time is on my side

ha

you piss on everything 

that you don't like about me

and piss me off 

the thought of you and me 

just does't work in my mind

and i don't mind 

cause my mind doesn't work anymore 

either

something i wrote a long time ago

we meet secretly
you like it better that way
i don't like it much now
but that's the only way i get  to see you
that's the only time
i'm allowed to have
with you
and i know you go home to her
every night you go home to her
i know you share your life with her
but even still
for so very long
i always felt
like your heart belonged to me
cause i left my heart with you
but that's a foolish thought
and i'm a fool for believing that for so long
i wrapped myself around the maybes
and strapped myself to the someday
we will be together again
we were meant to be together again

i lose myself in the few moments
i have with you
and the sweetness of your tongue
and the taste of your sweat
and your smell is something hard to forget
but i'm a fool for believing all of that

after yesterday
and something you said
got into my head
and knocked me back to where i should be
just your friend
i love you
but i'm not in love with you anymore
cause she's the one
you have time for
and if even just for right now
she's the one for now
while you have time
but i'm not in love with your shadow
i'm not in love with your ghost
i've been chasing the fade as we turn to grey
i'm not in love with you in love with somebody else

yesterday
i got the truth

i love you always
but she is the one
(for(ever) now
if she makes you happy
then i'm happy
and i'm happy i'm not in love
with you anymore