don't

i accept the hurt
i accept your lack
i accept how little you really care

this was not the time to do this

this is the one time i am not as strong
this is the one time i actually believed in love
this is the one time i don't care about fixing the break in me

i am disposable in your eyes
i am not given the extra love
or extra time and effort
you don't want to give me anything more
when you don't even know how desperately i need it
needed it
tonight i can't take any
more
too
much
i walk side by side with the ghosts of my life
only with the memories and the shadows of love
you let me die
you let me fade
you made me feel
the only fix
was for me to go away