I'M GLAD THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE LIKE ME! :)
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
"I like reading your blog when I'm drunk"
He has to be drunk to pick up the shit I'm putting down. :)
awww the life of a normie.
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| chris: basking in the glory of his own sand |
troll from florida
migrated here
to california
for some guy
she loved
who did not love her (in fact loved somebody else)
i guess all things happen for a reason
some reason
whatever that may be
but she is a troll
she is a leech
she is a shadow
of negative fold
she is a nobody
trying to be somebody else
that someone will want
and right now that someone happens to be
the love(r) i thought i loved more than anyone
the love(r) i thought loved me (more than anyone)
the love that was anything but
love(x)
that talks more than he is
that knows the act better than himself.
now she and he are we together
"love" each other
which i believe she does for all she knows
and he says he does but only loves himself
but she wants to believe
she steals
she burns
she trashes
anything she thinks might be in her way
she's a troll who lives in the dark
and gave up her soul
and a troll does what any desperate troll would do to keep her "love" alive
even if it means killing a part of herself
even if it means destroying everything else
even if it mean becoming more of a little weak ass troll
cause
she can't help it
the girl can't help it
and since she is with him - i can kind of understand why she can't
cause he is the devil in disguise
he is the 5 cent gold colored ring
that shines the shit out of your eyes
but turns your finger green
it shines so big when it's new
makes you blind
too shiny
too fake
and some day she will see
when he's moved on to the next
when new is now old
she will see what a waste it was
and all that glitters is not gold
but even then
in the future when
she learns all that
there is to know
she never would
-never could -
buy back her soul
to california
for some guy
she loved
who did not love her (in fact loved somebody else)
i guess all things happen for a reason
some reason
whatever that may be
but she is a troll
she is a leech
she is a shadow
of negative fold
she is a nobody
trying to be somebody else
that someone will want
and right now that someone happens to be
the love(r) i thought i loved more than anyone
the love(r) i thought loved me (more than anyone)
the love that was anything but
love(x)
that talks more than he is
that knows the act better than himself.
now she and he are we together
"love" each other
which i believe she does for all she knows
and he says he does but only loves himself
but she wants to believe
she steals
she burns
she trashes
anything she thinks might be in her way
she's a troll who lives in the dark
and gave up her soul
and a troll does what any desperate troll would do to keep her "love" alive
even if it means killing a part of herself
even if it means destroying everything else
even if it mean becoming more of a little weak ass troll
cause
she can't help it
the girl can't help it
and since she is with him - i can kind of understand why she can't
cause he is the devil in disguise
he is the 5 cent gold colored ring
that shines the shit out of your eyes
but turns your finger green
it shines so big when it's new
makes you blind
too shiny
too fake
and some day she will see
when he's moved on to the next
when new is now old
she will see what a waste it was
and all that glitters is not gold
but even then
in the future when
she learns all that
there is to know
she never would
-never could -
buy back her soul
Friday, January 14, 2011
I'M ALL OUT
I'M all out - kc
i am a woman-
out of time.
out of tape.
this one
was never
an easy
fix.
i am a woman
out of rhyme.
out of love.
can't hold it up.
no glue can hold this together.
no.
no
no...
not now
not ever
i am a woman
out of forever
and this one
was never
not ever -
an easy fix
i am a woman
out of clever
out of tricks
this one
was never
an easy fix
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Desolation Angels The Subterraneans Visions of Cody
Beat Generation: The Lost Work
frost and freeze please
"----i hate you!"...
"-no you don't. you love me. this is what love is whether you like it or not-"
"-no you don't. you love me. this is what love is whether you like it or not-"
the tornado has no home address
this city has no face
calling empty numbers of an empty space
ringing rapid rounds 'round to no escape
the answering machine is off eating up the tape
embracing our demise in human shape
spinning round no record
running down tracks turned to dust
growing in distance
drives in leaking existence
as all things eventually rust
this is what it is like whether you like it or not
-kc 2008
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
The Easter Island Metaphor - Is this what's to come for us?
"Men do not learn much from the lessons of history and that is the most important of all the lessons of history."
-Aldous Huxley
Saturday, January 08, 2011
don't like you when you're drunk
you act like a fucking idiot
and then you always feel bad the next day..
i see something great in you that it really sucks when you act like such a douche time and time again.
ugh i'm noticing a pattern with myself-
i've been here before with someone else
so basically it's my problem
i can either shut the fuck up and deal with it
or i can not
Friday, January 07, 2011
Thursday, January 06, 2011
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
Sunday, January 02, 2011
what my friend gabriel just told me.... ;)
rule #1 - beer in hand.
rule #2 - fuck it all to shit
:)
those are some rules to live by if you ask me
rule #2 - fuck it all to shit
:)
those are some rules to live by if you ask me
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