losing it

Current mood: disgusted

i don't feel beautiful

i feel like a fraud

like an old maid

waiting for death

unable to show

anything

i can't get it together

i don't feel free

i feel trapped

wrapped -up

in the web

of destruction

and pain

i look at myself now

and see nothing

i look at myself and see what i once was

what i could have been

and that part of me is so far away

untouchableuncontrolableunobtainable