twenty-two years ago today... :(

haven't been writing
haven't felt like it much
but today it's been 22 years
and i miss you
like the little girl in me would
i hold on to the way life was back then
cause in many ways it was the last bit of
pure and true goodness
inside me
and that i can remember

22 years
how does that time go by without a thought
without the idea that time even exists
until it's already gone
i miss you
i will go visit you
in the place
where you now forever will sleep
i will bring food and have a picnic
i will bring me as i was back then
and the letters i had written to you when you left
now long ago
the letters i stopped writing
all this
now a lifetime ago
since i've seen you
a part of me forgets
i miss you...
i love you.
you were the only one to keep the rest of together
now everything else has faded
and is more gone
than you.
i feel
you
i miss you