a ....in the grass

you say some shit
that brings out the ugly in you
to me/?
for what?
to hurt me?
cause you think you know me
or you feel like you do
i want spit your venom
right back at you
right in your face
and leave you to rot in pain
cause it seems like you have no problem doing that
to begin with

i'm glad i see your ugly
now
before
i really care enough to give it back
have a good fucking life

hanging from a tree

hope

is 

no good

for me 

to feel 

or to have

in anything i really want

if i want something

i have to not want it 

to get it

and then i don't want it anymore

so what's the point?

excitement of love 

dies 

quicker 

than 

i am...

slowly

very slowly

fading

and dying 

not fast enough

to not feel 

any of the pain

that i feel

from having hope 

and not having you

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