Noise, noise, and exhaustion.

Dark, dusty flowers roughly fight a small, dead cigarette.
Where is the old street?
Shrink quietly like a dark window
Misty, fast streets calmly buy a dry, noisy light.
Talk calmly like a small jackhammer.
Why does the corner walk?
is anything really new?
Noise, noise, and exhaustion.
the night is addicted to you

Noise, noise, and exhaustion.
Noise, noise, and exhaustion.

never hustle a girl

in the high spaces where the birds call 

found in the broken pulse of time 

bubble cloud air and water mixed 

drought wilted jungle 

listen, quiet, still 

mare's tail, cat's tail 

gasoline 

white flesh 

dust

nothing between her 

drying paint on native skin 

blood becomes timebomb

her eyes on green wave

diffuse fog

hyenas cry in the trees 

orange beak and claw 

sun 

monsoon 

evening flights 

empty crossings 

green 

time claims its victory now  

each is made of dust

trapped in  the constellations 

the dead and green leaves clutter 

vultures waiting for the rust 

stars 

rainstorms 

formless scud 

 

albatross dying 

snake scales lapping snake scales 

transportation for the dead

 

cloud 

feathers 

fingers, arms 

she is turning to stone 

a woman in the branches 

if she falls

faith, desolation, and life.
Noise, exhaustion, and death

 

hot electric storm afternoon 

 

Some people are just assholes

And it breaks my heart
But I can't give them
Any more
Cause they use it and spit it out
And treat others like nothing
So don't come crying to me later
You've destroyed all the good
That I gave you
So many times that I'm giving it to someone else.
You hurt me tonight more than ever.
I thought you would actually be better this time but
You are
Stupid
And never learn
I'm going to do exactly what your behavior would make anyone do
And I don't Care if it hurts you.
You never cared if you hurt me
So I'll do the same
And when you write
I'll just ignore you
Cause you were never worth my time
No one will love you
Cause you're an asshole like so many assholes
So I'm going where I'm wanted and treated like I matter. This time you really fucked this up for good

ok

i see no solution
and i feel
like
everything is leaving
me
anyways

i can't do this
day in and day out
it hurts my heart too much
it makes me less than
a person
and i don't even care to keep trying to be one now

i leave it
like it's been left before

it's been fun writing this blog
but it's filled with a bunch of shit that reminds me
that this is not where i belong

take care

i'm bleeding all over my computer right now

the man who gives advice
yet hides behind a mask
or hides behind a computer screen
hides for a reason
an asshole shouldn't give advice on love or meeting girls
we have enough assholes
you're just another face in the crowd
of LAME

assholes in los angeles
are usually not from los angeles
and are originally from
some other state
they give LA a bad name
go take your shit
back home where
you belong

you're a liar

lies
that make you
a spineless
little
boy
too scared to face
me
too weak to say what's really going on
no balls
to say the truth
stammer a bunch of bullshit
until that's all that you are
you don't have the guts to be somebody
you're full of shit
and you play me for a fucking fool
when you're the one who's a tool
i know you're a liar
that's why you like to put it on me
but you're the liar
with no backbone to hold you up
if everyone else holding you up let's go
you wouldn't last a day
be a man
not a pussy
be somebody worth giving a shit about
be someone better
than what you are right now
cause right now
you make me want to vomit
at the sound of your voice
stammering out stupid excuses and lies
to cover up
the things you're too afraid to stand up for in public
yet in private behind closed doors still do
you don't "love" me if you're doing shit that you know you wouldn't like someone to do to you
you make me want to die
cause you won't die
in my life
you keep fucking with me
and showing up
and saying you're sorry
and saying you love me
then doing whatever you want
then ignoring me
then calling me crazy
then asking me over
then fucking me
the using me
then tossing me to the side
then making some excuse as to why you can't be in my life
then ignoring me to the point where i start to move on
then finding me
then hunting me down
only to repeat over and over again
you won't leave me alone
and you take advantage of the fact that i love you
i only let you back in my life so many times cause i loved you
but now
you're fucked
and fucked alone
cause i don't care
how much you cry and try
after it's too late
you make up your mind
to be a dickhead when i needed you
when i was hurting
so you better be able to take what you dish out
cause caring about you
was a waste of time
really...
you are a waste of time
this is the beginning of my life without bullshit like you getting in the way
 

#2 just shave your head already

  comb-overs, how sad
that man looks like a zebra
sir, your head is striped